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October 8th, 2008 12:29pm] |
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i want a wii so i can do wii fitness !!!!! all day LONG
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| Sept 8th State board exams |
[Tuesday
September 16th, 2008 5:01pm] |
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Forgot to mention on here
as of sept 8th i passed alllll three of my exams at state boards
phewwwwwwww
I am now an Licensed Esthetician !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| self note |
[Tuesday
September 16th, 2008 4:49pm] |
Been keepin track in myorganizer somedays and on here others..
been kinda not great past two weeks cause mandy turned 21 been going out. meep i will be getting back into the swing no doubt
been going to the gym off and on
went yesterday
today only did cardio for 30 mins cause im gettin a cold or somthing not feelin well
500 crunches some squats with medicine ball
cal 110 150 half of 140 = 70 90 160/2= 80 180/2= 90 6 slices = 45 , 45 /6 = 7.5 = 597.5 calories per day 1300
1300 -597.5 = 702.5 calories i can eat
which im not going too cause im not hungry and i would rather eat less than my suppose of calories 1300 cause save it for wine later maybe who knows im tryin to not drink this week and save for days off like my weekends. get back in the swing of things
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[Monday
August 25th, 2008 1:52pm] |
Yesterday Went to the gym in the mornin Cardio and weights and at night worked out again !!! woo plus getting back into crunches which makes me feel good
Plus studied today and yesterday for states exam .
Watching calories and what im eating again.. trying to get back to the way i use to be need to get out of this depression slump.
Need to send out resumes for Esthetician jobs even if they arent hiring ... Im so mad how hard it is to find a freakin job.
Interview with best buy today in Manchester. Argh. I hate retail but i gotta do what i gotta do.
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| i see in techno |
[Thursday
August 21st, 2008 3:13pm] |
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Lady GAGA I see in techno color!!!!
so hot!

Lady Gaga Who’s that lady? She's half a rock star, half a rock star’s girlfriend. She's 20. She's a songwriter. She is a singer. She's a pianist. And she's crazy. A RETRO, DANCE, FREAK. She has ears made of classic-rock, a voice of the 60s, the moves of a Brit-Disco queen, and a heart made of doo-wop and strawberry milkshakes. If GaGa had it her way, retro would be a noun, and pop just a cute name for soda--not a dirty word. This lady is a tiny person with a big voice and a lot of love to spread. During one of many wild performances in 2006, dancing at the piano in her trade-mark spanky pants and black eyeliner--the hypothetical lovechild of David Bowie and Jerry Lee Lewis--LADY GAGA, was discovered. Soon after, GaGa signed with multi-platinum producer, Rob Fusari. Her debut album is a hip-hop infused pop-lovers dream. The album combines her love of Beatles' melodies with retro dance beats, plastic synth sounds, and a corky rock piano style that solidifies her as a true drama-QUEEN. Check out Lady GaGa along with her DJ and Go Go dancer Lady Starlight, in downtown NYC, for the ultimate POP BURLESQUE ROCKSHOW. (Can you think of anything better than two hot groupie chicks singing retro pop in their panties? We can't) Lady GaGa & Lady Starlight: Changing the world one sequin at a time. Peace, Love, & Disco, The first Retro Sexual* (www.myspace.com/ladygaga) -- 2007 bmi news . com
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| an artist i admire |
[Friday
August 15th, 2008 3:44pm] |
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♥ audrey*kawasaki* ♥ The themes in Audrey Kawasaki's work are contradictions within themselves. Her work is both innocent and erotic. Each subject is attractive yet disturbing. Audrey's precise technical style is at once influenced by both manga comics and Art Nouveau. Her sharp graphic imagery is combined with the natural grain of the wood panels she paints on, bringing an unexpected warmth to enigmatic subject matter.
The figures she paints are seductive and contain an air of melancholy. They exist in their own sensually esoteric realm, yet at the same time present a sense of accessibility that draws the observer to them. These mysterious young women captivate with the direct stare of their bedroom eyes.
I love how she uses oil and graphite on wood 




♥
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| Your so GAY |
[Monday
August 11th, 2008 8:32am] |
Katy perry -Your so GAY
i love her style mm
I hope you hang yourself with your H&M scarf While jacking off listening to mozart You bitch and moan about LA Wishing you were in the rain reading Hemingway You don’t eat meat And drive electrical cars You’re so indie rock it’s almost an art You need SPF 45 just to stay alive
(CHORUS) You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys No you don’t even like No you don’t even like No you don’t even like boys You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys No you don’t even like No you don’t even like No you don’t even like…
You’re so sad maybe you should buy a happy meal You’re so skinny you should really Super Size the deal Secretly you’re so amused That nobody understands you I’m so mean cause I cannot get you outta your head I’m so angry cause you’d rather MySpace instead I can’t believe I fell in love with someone that wears more makeup than me..
(CHORUS) You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys No you don’t even like No you don’t even like No you don’t even like boys You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys No you don’t even like No you don’t even like No you don’t even like…
(BRIDGE) You walk around like you’re oh so debonair You pull em' down and there’s really nothing there I wish you would just be real with me
(CHORUS) You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys No you don’t even like No you don’t even like No you don’t even like boys You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys No you don’t even like No you don’t even like Oh no no no no no no------- You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys No you don’t even like No you don’t even like No you don’t even like boys You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys No you don’t even like No you don’t even like No you don’t even like… PENIS
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| Are you From Africa? |
[Monday
August 11th, 2008 8:06am] |
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Silversun pickups LAzy Eye |
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Yesterday I was in a really great mood... for some odd reason. Haven't felt totally myself lately. Hung out with Mandy and we took off in her jeep went to fields Grove ,Smoked a nice blunt ( our normal routine) drove around and decided to go to the Spanish Festival down off mainstreet. We ate Tacos walked around got some free beads.
Mandy got asked if She was from Africa ha?!! ... ummm i know rite. I wish Nashua had events and stuff of that sort happen all the time. I know im living in the wrong place.. Bring me Boston bring me Ca bring me san fran.. argh All this rain needs to stop tooo much!!!! when i came home which was prob like 3 or so i put my comfy pj pants on and got comfy and snuggled on the couch with myself listening to the rain and thunder. I am a loner ha. -------- Keep having weird bad dreams starring someone i wish i wouldnt keep dreaming about ... i don't know how to make them stop.
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| yeah |
[Friday
August 8th, 2008 9:37pm] |
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so today i helped stephanie move into her new apartment with kyle. alot of running up two flights of stairs with boxes good workout ... plus i worked out thismorning so im happy :}
even though i didnt really eat that healthy today. oh well i could feel myself burning calories all day.
argh i am so going to keep on focusing on myself and my goals for myself . since i have nothing else lately no one to hang with rarely and i just dont want to go out same thing all the time ive been done with all that for a while.
i need inspiration and some love.
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| my drug of choice is love. |
[Wednesday
August 6th, 2008 10:08pm] |
why do i feel so alone. at the same time i don't really mind. I like sitting here being by myself but yet i dont but i do. i hang out with some of my good friends here and there but everyone is busy with their own shit but they are doing good. i just finished school waiting to take my state board exam to get my esthetics lisense.
where is my prince... ?
where are all the more good people of the world
i want my drug and my drug is love .. love needs to find me..
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| graduate to become an esthetician |
[Saturday
July 19th, 2008 10:22am] |
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i graduate today from my esthetics school Paul mitchell micheals school in bedford.
the ceremony is today but i stil have two weeks left cause i have to finish my 600 hours then i wait till sept 1st for my state boards exam and get my license.
im so excited to start getting my life going.
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| naughty nature 2 dj blow out |
[Wednesday
December 5th, 2007 11:42am] |
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wish i didnt have to work 


picked this up at one of the dj parties i went to at unh... wish i could go but i gotta work that day bummer...
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| flume |
[Monday
November 19th, 2007 6:48pm] |
“We need some reception, a higher message, just tell us what to fear. ' Cause I don't know what tomorrow brings. It is alive with such possibilities. This method acting, well, I call that living. It's like a fountain, a door has been opened. We have a problem with no solution but to love and to be loved. So, I've made peace with the falling leaves. I see their same fate in my own body. But I won't be frightened when I am awoken from this dream’
--method acting bright Eyes
So last month few friends and I went to see the flume .. Awesome.
On the way home we saw a huge double rainbow that took the whole sky over.. It was beautiful.
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[Tuesday
November 13th, 2007 7:37pm] |
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Porcelain and the tramps Transparent Letra De Transparent Look at me, you creep, Straight in the eyes I won't let you leave over my dead body Maybe yours too Read between the lines and see my middle finger's in disguise. Oh You wrote down every lie Oh There's nothing left to hide.
Pretty Perfect Girly Dressed in black Purple highlights in the back I see you as you are I see you're transparent I see you as you are I see you're transparent. Leaning on one hip with a cigarette, thinking your ass is as good as it gets I see you as you are I see you're transparent I see you as you are I see you're transparent.
I just saw you twitch Twitching like a mouse. Pretending to play dead In this kitty's house So, i'll toy with you So try not to be caught Because my teeth sharp, and my tempers high Oh You wrote down every lie Oh There's nothing left to hide.
Pretty Perfect Girly Dressed in black Purple highlights in the back I see you as you are I see you're transparent I see you as you are I see you're transparent Leaning on one hip with a cigarette, thinking your ass is as good as it gets I see you as you are I see you're transparent I see you as you are I see you're transparent
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| guys.. they dont faze me anymore |
[Sunday
November 4th, 2007 7:11am] |
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guys.. they don’t faze me anymore Barely use live journal to write anymore... mostly use the bog on myspace.
anyways.
I gotta work this morning so up early... and i didn’t realize i had to set back the clock so i know i have even more time... woooo and i couldn’t fall back to sleep.
You know what. I just don’t give a care about guys like that ... I’ve been on dates here and there.. but it just doesn’t faze me at all. Ive been so myself lately its not even funny. I barely go out only with my good friends once in a while. mostly just go over Stephanie’s and hang out over my friends houses looking for something fun to do that doesn’t involve drinking which is good.
Having fun the old way hell yes:}
yeah I have good conversations with some guys but you know what it doesn’t mean anything .. it has to go beyond that.
I never get into a relationship unless i feel a strong connection and that’s how i always roll. Yeah i will date people but whatever. sometimes i would put my heart out there and just realize not to cause if it was a mutual connection i think deep down i would know and they would know.
but i don’t really waste my time .. once n a while to see what’s out there...
but mostly i know i wont find anyone here at all.. and to tell you the truth im still not ready...because i won't just settle for anyone i'm not like that..i will when my heart says its right not because i need someone .I don't roll that way.
My body is my temple and my heart is my soul
I just like good friends that’s how i always was and am!!! and to tell you the truth im still not ready.
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| meow |
[Sunday
November 4th, 2007 7:06am] |
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| perfect lyric for a past relationship |
[Sunday
November 4th, 2007 7:03am] |
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Feels like the weight of the world like God in heaven gave me a turn don't cling to me, I swear I can't fix you still in the dark, can you fix me?
freefall, freefall, all through life
If you love me, then let go of me I wont be held down by who I used to be she's nothing to me
Feels like the weight of the world like all my screaming has gone unheard and ohm I know you don't believe in me safe in the dark, how can you see? perfect lyric for that past someone ..would have been perfect to show them at that time in my life that has passed.. just speaks a lot
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